im still pending on whether i should close this blog accout for good or not..
hmmmmmmmmmmmm...
i must admit that blogging has really helped me lighten my burden..
through my blog im able to share my thoughts and feelings..
im able to speak my mind..
Thank You blog!! hehe..
SO NOW..
closing my blog accout will only mean losing a place to voice out..
its like losing a true friend
that is always there when you need someone to listen to you..
in conclusion..
IM NOT GOING TO CLOSE THIS BLOG!!
hehehe..
having a blog to listen to your problem is much better
than having someone for real whom you can't really tell if they're being true..
TRUE??
think about it..
by blogging you're asking your taggers for help and solutions..
Right?? hahahhaa..
ayn ure talking like a *toot*
hahahaha..
ok now what im blogging next is serious..
IM FEELING SOO LOUSY NOW!!!
cant believe im feeling as such..
everything was soo damn great the day before..
and yesterday just ruined the fun i felt..
*sh*it*
im no different to a IDIOT!!!
A FOOL!!
haizzz...
i should have never place so much trust in anyone..
i feel soo STUPID!!
haiz...
trust myself to open up my heart and gave my trust..
it took me years to place my trust in anyone..
and when i do that.. IM JUST AT THE LOSING END..
haizzzzz...
tell me what i should do now??
if ur trust is broken.. how will you react??
hmm...
as for me..
IT WILL TAKE ME DAYS MONTHS YEARS..
to build that trust again...
sorry to whoever you are..
ive lost my trust and faith in you..
all i need is time to heal..
sorry.. and thanks for making feel like a fool..
***peace out***
