back to blogging.. -__-"
its been a tiring week.. thru and fro from tao payoh to cgh..
hmm.. and raya is like errmmss.. the day after tomorrow?? *sigh*
i really am not celebrating raya..
although MOST probably i'll be moving from this house to another.. -__-"
everything is in a rush.. we ain't prepared to welcome ramadhan..
hmm.. yet to finish baking cookies and cakes..
baju kurung yet to wash.. p.s: im using last year's pair..
*sigh* for the first time in my 18years i didn't buy any new pairs of baju kurung..
hmm.. finance is terrible.. and cold war not helping.. hmm.. *sigh*
nenek will be back home tomorrow afternoon..
im totally against that idea cos im worried of her heart condition.. *sigh*
but what am i left with.. she is soo stubborn and insist of celebrating it at home..
haizzz.. ~_~"
hope she will reach home safely..
mama asked me and eka to accompany her home by ambulance..
well.. i got to make arragement with my supervisor to return home early..
who knows there's "hikmah" on the last day of ramadhan.. *wink*
will be back to normal school schedule next week onwards..
received my new timetable already and guess what i got for my elective??
FRENCH??!!!!!!!!! omg..
imagine ayn speaking french.. *_*??
im better off eating french fries than communicating in french.. LOLS..
"berterabuh seh kalo ako kene bebol prancis.. hahaha..
kene makan byk2 roti prancis.. muahahahah"
after the 1st week of syawal im gonna look for part time jobs..
gotta be independent.. no more clinging onto my parents..
hmm.. any recommendation anyone?? hehe
i didnt noe my blogging can be considered consist of lies..
and because of that if you noticed in the last two previous blog i did strike out a paragraph..
it was considered a lie.. so i strike it off.. hmm..
-__- sob sob..
many things have caused my tears to fall each day..
from family to personal to work to surrounding... *sigh*
it seems this raya is full of tears and fear instead of joy and happiness.. -_-
i have to remain strong.. for my sisters' sake..
i cant appear weak cos they depending on me to take them out from this disappointing situation.. be strong ayn.. you will find happiness...
will i??
don't happily ever after only exist in fairytale?? hmm..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..
maaf ZAHIR & batin... =)
