its funny how things have changed...
everything has changed... now then i realise how time change someone.. some has changed for the better but some just dun realise that they dun live forever..
people change and thats the fact.. my friends have changed.. we're drifting apart.. now i feel the emptiness between us.. FARAH.. I MISS U SOO MUCH.. ='(.. MAIRAH.. I FIND IT HARD TO JOKE WITH U NOW.. ITS FELT WEIRD.. haiz.. how i miss secondary school.. wearing those brown skirts, the ponytail, the stupid strips tie, the white shoes and the ugliest bag pac!! hahaha.. i miss all the fun we had in school.. all the jokes all the insulting all the laughing at peoples mistake all the pranks all the sharing we had... haiz.. if oni i have a wish.. i would like to return to old times.. where i feel much close to my girlfriends where there are no boundries in between us.. hmm.. but all these feelings jus laid bare cos time have changed.. time to move on.. BUT GIRLS.. I MISS GOING OUTZ WITH U GIRLS!!! MAI & FARAH.. PLS COME BACK.. ='(
now then i feel the 'heat' of being a girlfriend.. its something i never felt before.. LIKE DUH!!... ive never been in a long relationship before.. tis is the longest.. hehe.. yea.. and now im beginning to feel the real 'heat' of having a relationship.. its something isn't nice to feel.. the all day quarreling, arguing, misunderstandings, etc.. its actually all the negatives basically.. hehe.. haiz.. its seems hard trying to understand each other now.. its like we're back to square one.. starting from scratch.. trying to know each other and falling in love again.. hmmm.. even a small tinnie winnie issue can become an BIG issue.. its soo weird how things have changed.. the laughter won't last forever.. its only for a few minutes.. then misunderstanding took over.. a little arguement.. then apologise and hah! laugh again.. its has become an on off thingy..
one day of no blocked-head = not a day... hahahaa..
hot topic that fills our conversation lately is MARRIAGE.. OMG!!! what are we thinking.,. hahaha.. its freaky since i have not meet his family and we're talking about the future.. its not that i don't want to talk about IT but i feel soo scared at the thoughts of it.. all the 'WHAT IF' this.. 'WHAT IF' that.. hmmm.. hope everything will turn out fine when i meet sayang's family.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IM MEETING MY PARTNER'S FAMILY.. hehehe.. =) how can i not be afraid.. haha.. WISH ME LUCK PEEPS.. chey.. as if im meeting them tomorrow.. haha.. im not sure when that day is BUT wateva it is.. PEOPLE I NEED UR WISHES!! hahhaha.. hope i dun freak out when i meet them.. =)p..
they say having a guy bestfriend( best pal that is a guy) isnt a good idea.. this is because.. yea.. when he is single its easy to communicate with him about anything under the sun.. but once he gets attached.. things will change.. he won't be there when u need someone to talk to.. when u need an opinion.. its hard to get his attention.. hahaha.. can't blame them.. its human's nature.. even girls do that.. thats because talking to a opposite gender just make ur partners feels uneasy.. they feel a certain threat.. fear that ur feelings might change... hmmm.. soo well.. ITS A FACT =).. stop making ur partners jealous over nothing.. hahah
WOOOHOOOO!!!! stopover one coming to an end!! hehe.. 2 more days to go!! hahah.. tomorrow will be doing a presentation.. OH GOSH!! im suppose to do the opening and im VERY VERY VERY bad at it!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!! im soo screwed!! why must it be me??? aiyo... im soo gonna die... -_-; *sigh!*.. better think of something.. presenting in fornt of a HUGE crowd issit an easy task.. hmm.. hope i dun make a fool of myself.. HAHAHAHA.. WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!! hahaha...
okies.. thats it for now.. im soo tired of typing.. hehe.. gotta do cracking now.. hahaha..bye peeps!! SOO LONG SUCKERS IN MY ATTAHCMENT!! hahahaha... bye bye... =)
p.s: miss my sayang soo much.. been a long time since im wrapped in his arms.. hmmm.. ='(
