TUESDAY!!
hmm.. boring day i must say.. ntg much happened..
i feel so restless right after i had my 'brunch'..
don't noe why...
i just felt an emptiness in my life..
as i lay my head on my pillow..
my mind starts to spin..
im trying to stop the thoughts of ending the misery..
out of a sudden i felt soo lonely..
soo alone..
soo pathetic..
soo fool!!
hmm.. i guess i was just upset with the fact that meeting up is a big issue nowadays..
i noe im beginning to be demanding lately..
sorry.. but i cant help it..
i miss my sayang badly..
meeting for a half n hour or so jus couldnt content all the misses i felt for weeks..
i noe it wasnt like this before..
but my patience have its limits..
and now its close to losing my limits..
for my sayang..
im sorry for being so demanding..
all i want is some time to cuddle with you..
i dun wan ur money, ur wealth or wateva..
i jus need u dear..
i need ur attention..
i wanna feel the love u have for me..
dear..
i noe its hard for u to slot some time for me as ure busy with werk..
and that u oni have ur rest day once a week..
i noe its hard on u..
u still have ur family and friends..
im sorry..
but i cant help feeling upset at every disappointing attempt to meet..
mayb im not as understanding as u wan me to be..
but dear,
do u noe how excited n hopeful i felt each minute as i count down the days to ur off day??
each day im wishing damn hard to be able to spend time with u..
each hour i pray to see ur face again..
each minute i dream to feel ur arms ard me again...
each second im missing u sweetheart..
but to some disappointment..
u couldnt spend ur rest day with me..
and i understand fully that u had ur plans and its beyond ur control..
and that its not that u don't want to spend time with me..
and its not that u didn't try to make time for me..
i noe dear..
i understand..
sorry but it hurt me each time u had to cancel our date..
its hard to ease the pain away dear..
sorry..
but still..
I LOVE YOU!!
I MISS YOU!!
take me into ur arms and heal my broken heart..
i wanna hear ur heartbeat..
i wanna feel the warmness of ur love..
I MISS U BADLY..
*muacks*
sorry peeps if my blog is so damn emo.. bye!! take care... ='(
