I jus don’t understand how we end up like this.
I never dreamt that this day would come.
I never wished for it to take place.
I never want all this to happen.
But unfortunately it happened.
It hurts me to each time it happened.
It hurts me having to argue with you each night.
It hurts me each time you raise your voice.
It hurts me having to swallow everything that went wrong.
It hurts me having to know that my sleepless nights are just not worthwhile.
It hurts me when somehow you’re hurt by what I’ve said.
I’m so confused right now.
It’s 2+ am now.
But I couldn’t sleep.
Just thinking where we when wrong.
Just thinking why we had to quarrel each night.
Just thinking how did all this happen?
Is it my fault??
Was I the one who started all this??
Am I a pain in your butt now??
Am I a pest that irritates you??
Do you hate me now??
Or do you still love me?
Are we still the same??
Or has your feelings change??
Am I still loved??
Or have your love fade away??
Tell me why each night has to end as such??
Tell me why I have to sleep with an aching heart each night??
Tell me why do I have to cry each night??
Tell me why I have to wake up with swollen eyes each morn??
Tell me…
I never want this to happen.
I never want to hurt you.
I never want to be hurt.
I never want everything that has happen to happen….
