ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE..tats a phrase many will tend believe in but do u guys noe no matter how much u try believe it.. its never an easy task to REALLY look on the bright side of life.. TRUE?? yea.. its easy said than done.. hahaha =)
but still, in order to live a better life, we have to die hard LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.. hahaha.. ive always wanted to look on the BRIGHT SIDE of my life but its kinda hard especially when ure losing ure confidence.. its hard.. and after seeing many break ups, i fear of losing my sayang one day.. adding to my fear is that IVE LOST THE BRACELET HE GAVE ME.. im still searching for it.. i noe its in my closet but i dun seem to find it!!! old folks used to believe that if u lose a gift someone gave to u, it means u will lose that person one day like how u lose the gift.. im afraid of that.. i noe its a myths but WAT IF IT WERE TO COME TRUE??? im DOOMED!!! tell me someone it wont happen!! pls... im searching high and low for it.. *sob*sob*
TO SAYANG: sorry dear.. i didnt mean to lose it.. ='( im still searching for it.. sorry.. ='(hmm.. yesterdae was mother's day and guess what?? i didnt have a gift for mama.. guess its gonna b a belated one.. haiz.. im not guilty of not giving her gift but some people just love to show off.. MY ELDEST SIS for example.. woah.. always out to compete with me in every aspect even when buying gifts for mama.. since she
just started working, she is much more 'loaded'(like real) soo.. she got the bucks to buy mama a BLACK FOREST cake and a silver ring... im not jealous or aniting.. but i just hate it when she keep saying ITS EXPENSIVE.. damn annoying larh.. well.. we'll just see what tomorrow gonna be cos i can bet with u in a few more days she will b begging mama for some bucks.. so back to square one.. THE CAKE WILL B THE SAME AS MAMA BUYING THE CAKE HERSELF.. hmph! hate her.. such a show off! never wanna change.. haiz..
enough of her.. hmm.. well.. sometimes i just feel im not a 'good' girl animore.. haiz.. but i dun have a little tinnie winnie guilty in me.. well no one is perfect in this world.. and everyone have the urges to do something different.. so i cant blame myself.. i have my curiousity too.. hahaha.. what am i blabbering.. hahaha.. yea.. whateva it is.. wateva ive did is between allah and me.. even if someone noes abt it.. they can say all they wan but they're just adding to their own sins not mine.. so i DUN CARE WHAT U PEOPLE MIGHT THINK OF ME.. im just being myself.. MUAHAHHAHA...ok enough.. im talking rubbish already.. take care peeps.. *muacks*.. gonna do some calling now.. bye..
p.s: miss my sayang every sec.. =) *muacks*
