haizz.. today is the worse day of my life.. it cant never get any worse then this(i guess)... haiz..
ok let me begin my SAD story.. first up.. supposed to meet my darling today morn, but i couldnt make it at the last minute due to some family probs.. im still very upset with the fact that i couldnt meet him.. now have to wait till the next time.. haiz.. miss him soo badly..
TO SAYANG:
sowie sayang for cancelling our date at the last minute.. realli sorry didnt expect it to happen.. haiz.. and dun worry aites.. i still love you and im not mad with the fact ure busy w ur work.. i understand fully.. dun worry kay.. im good hehe.. although i do get upset sometimes.. but hey! i noe im owaes in ur heart no matter how busy u r.. rite baby?? hehe.. LOVE U **muackksss** till eternity.. =)the reason why i had to cancel our date was bcos my uncle just passed away last afternoon.. he left behind a widow and 3 little children.. haiz.. the sad part was that his children are soo damn cloe with him and now that he's gone, i cant imagine how their gonna cope with the life w/o a father.. moreover, his wife jus recover from stroke and she is too weak to work.. now tell me how they're gonna survive.. his children are still schooling and their first daughter is sitting for her N-level tis year.. haiz.. i pity them.. now their lives gonna change and its a HUGE blow for them.. hmm.. something that was an eye-opening for me is that my uncle is in the same line as my dad.. in other words, he is also a postman and he actually died on duty.. hmm.. i cant imagine if such situation were to happen to my family.. i dun tink im able to take the blow.. its sooo.. soo.. unbearable to lose someone damn close and someone u love soo much.. soo
PEEPS LISTEN UP:
DUN EVER MAKE SOMEONE U LOVE AND CARE LEAVE THE HOUSE WITH A HEARTACHE OR WORRIES.. always make sure they have a peace in their mind when they're stepping out of the house cos u'll never noe when ure gonna lose them.. always say "love u! take care!".. thats my policy now.. hmm.. I LOVE U MOM, DAD, SISTAS AND PEEPS!! take care aites!! hehe =) not forgetting my sayang.. *muackss*next up i would like to give my sincere apology to
UMAIRAH:
sowie mai for the stupid recommendation.. if i knew such things gonna happen i wouldnt have recommend u to that.. haiz.. all thanks to my sis lah.. for giving the WRONG info.. haiz... SORRY BABE.. :( next time im not gonna recommend aniting to anyone w/o any confirmation.. haiz... still I WANNA SEE UR NEW LOOK!! hehee.. =)hmm last but not least.. my immune system is down.. now im down with flu.. im having fever, running nose and sore throat.. haiz... cant believe i could get sick.. actually i always get sick on the month of april.. its like a routine.. haha.. even last year i was totally sick on the month of april.. jus my luck.. haiz.. now im wondering if i should meet my sayang with this condition.. haiz.. hmm... im soo sick.. sob sob ='(... how i wish i could lean on my sayang.. haiz... but i noe his far far away.. hmm.. miss him so much.. sob sob ='(
ok larh.. thats all.. no more tears.. got to go.. bye bye peeps!! take care!! :) *muacks*
p.s: im losing u sayang.. i dun wan to lose u dear.. miss u soo much!! ='(
