let bygones be bygones...
tats something i truly believe in now.. why should u dwell on a past wen u can jus move on.. thinking of the past just makes ur heartache and worse still.. u might lose someone u truly love.. thats something i when thru.. but now ive learnt that its damn painful jus knowing the truth about the past.. i really regret remembering the past cos it realli hurts me soo much.. its hard to accept it but hey i gotta get over it if i wanna move on.. unless i dwell on the past, i dun tink i can move on..
one more mistake ive made was to questioned a person's sincerity, loyalty and honesty.. its not a nice thing to do and i realli regret questioning that person.. haiz.. if oni i could turn back time, i wont force that person to confess cos sometimes confession is the most horrible suicide u can do.. yes its good to confess but not all the things have to be confessed cos u might never noe how hurtful it can be.. hmm..
soo now.. ive learnt to live with wat i have now with no question asked.. i will live for tomorrow then for the past.. wat has happened lets not dwell on it.. just forget everything that has happened and move on eventhough its hard for anyone to forget it, we have to forget it in order to lead a happy life.. no point u dwell on the past cos u can never rewind time and prevent it from happening... now that its history lets not even remember it...but lets not let history being repeated.. hmm...
i cant go on.. cos its hurting me deeper.. i must try to forget everything that has happened cos i dun wanna live in sadness and disappointment.. jus move on and create a better future for myself.. bye peeps!! take care.. =]