cont'd frm the ABOVE entry...
here is one of my MOST PRECIOUS MEMORABLE MOMENTS i would like to share.. hehe ready?? stand by?? ACTION..
where shall i begin?? hmm... ok lets start with the hard time i had confessing to my parents about bgr.. heheh...long time ago..way way before i was allowed to be date by my sayang.. i had a hard 3 hours long of lecture by my dad.. i really had to persuade and make promises and compromisation with my dad before i was allowed to go out wif any guy.. in particular my sayang.. although it can be earful, it was worth all the sharp and wise words.. hehehe.. THANKS DAD FOR GRANTING ME MY ONE 18TH BDAE WISH.. *muacks*
HOWEVER, on the first date, my sayang had to meet my parents.. AARRGGHH!! i really went bonkers when my dad requested that as we didnt want to take public transport... haiz.. soo die die have to grant his request.. supposingly, my sayang have to meet only my dad.. but since he fetched me from home, im left with no choice but to introduce my sayang to my mom.. i swear my heart was beating 50 times faster then norm.. hehe..my imagination realli run wild.. i was afraid my mom would 'reject' him..but when i saw that WIDE smile on my mom's face, i was truly relieved!! PHEW.. hehe.. her smile realli tells alot..hehe.. THANK MOM!!! hehe.. =) soo...now, my sayang has met both my parents.. soo it won't be difficult to go out with my sayang anymore.. but the only problem now is that they don't allow me to go out with other guys.. haiz... what a hustle.. hahah.. but im glad that they didnt that.. it shows that they accept my sayang.. hehe.. IM THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD... hahhahaa.. =)
okay now lets move on to my date wif my sayang.. hehe.. those who might think they'll get jealous pls do not read this part.. hahahahah.. ok... here we go... weeeee...
[[6 march 2007, tuesday]]my first proper date with sayang.. he fetched me under my void deck at around 1pm.. we're suppose to meet at 12pm but he was an hour late.. but its ok.. hehe... after he met my mom, we drove off and headed to bukit timah to prata cafe.. had our lunch there.. it was soo embarassing eating infront of him.. hehe.. lucky im have my table manners.. heheh.. at around 3pm we headed to yishun sec to meet my dad.. hmm.. i didnt talkmuch throughout the journey cos i was SUPER nervous.. hehe.. my hands were shivering.. lols.. but after my dad had a talk with him for abt 30mins.. ive begun to calm down.. hehe.. in other words everything went well.. hehe.. after the heart-racking moment, we went to great world city.. my first trip to great world city.. there aint lot of people there and its quite silent for a shopping centre.. muahahaha.. there wasnt much stuff to look at.. just went into few shops and visited the toilet and then the peak begins at the cold storage store.. hehehe.. the purpose was to buy drinks, but things get creepy when we were choosing drinks.. actually not creepy la.. jus an unexpected thing happened.. it was the first time i held a guy's hand.. actually he grabbed my hand.. it was really unexpected.. and to be honest, he is the first guy that i held hands with.. none of my ex has held my hands.. soo lucky of u sayang.. hehe.. and after that, our hands are glued.. hahaha.. when he first held my hands i had a chill sent down to my spine.. it was realli shocking.. hehe.. but it was great.. for the first time thru out my 18 years ive never felt soo secure and protected.. haha.. as if.. hey but its true ok.. hmm.. after loitering for a few minutes, we went to central at clarke quay.. as it has jus opened, there were still many shops yet to open.. hmm.. so we went around looking for my bdae gift.. he forced me to named my gift, but i remain stubborn and told him to just get anything cos im not used to ask for gifts.. i pity him cos he really had a hard time finding my gift.. in the end.. he bought me bracelet.. its so sweet of him.. hehe.. 
here's a pic of the bracelet he bought for me.. although its inexpensive, its the thought that counts.. i love it very much.. THANKS SAYANG..after the long present hunting, we headed home cos i had curfew.. by 8pm have to be home.. hmm.. soo he sent me home and the end.. hahaha.. i cant tell in detailed cos somethings are personal to me.. hehe.. but i really had a great time.. being with sayang i feel so peaceful and lucky.. i must say im truly happy to be able to be with him.. and im very fortunate to have my sayang.. I REALLY LOVE U SAYANG.. *muacks* thank u for realising a dream ive never thought im able to have.. THANK YOU.. *muacks*okay lah.. i guess that's all for now.. hehe.. those who got jealous of this entry im soo sorry.. i cant help but to share. hahaha..
to my sayang: sayang, i must im very happie to have you by my side and i must say IM THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD to have you.. hehe.. please dont ever doubt my love for you cos this feeling is soo genuine and pure.. i really love you and i dont wanna lose you.. ure my hope my wish my dream my fantasy.. ure my EVERYTHING.. loving you is all i wanna do till death ripe me apart.. although we had a few arguement once a while im realli sorry for hurting you.. its one thing i wouldnt want to have in our relationship but its beyon control.. and im sorry for causing it.. everytime we argue i really felt bad and regret doing it.. im sorry sayang.. i promise to be good to you and love you always.. till death do us apart ill will never stop loving you.. *muacks*
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