HOLD ME TIGHT

.:HIS GURL:.

Name:Nurul Ai'in Baharudin
Bdae:03.03.1989
Nicks:Ayn..Ariyan
Skool:NYP SBM
Contact:rain_far@hotmail.com
Status:..TAKEN.. :)

.:LOVE:.

MohamMed RohaiZad
D.O.B : 14.08.85

.:DeDicaTioN:.

There were times of day
I put my life completely in your arms
And if you should feel
I could do more to please you
Then baby tell me how oh oh
Baby I can't breathe
when you touch my body
When your heart beats its like music to me
And I can't see my life with out you
Baby it's all up to you
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.:SWEET TALK:.

.:EXIT:.

.:SoNgs:.

Friday, December 08, 2006

hello bloggies..

haha.. hmmm.. im feeling a little alive today then usual.. hehe.. again im stuck in this stupid air-condition room for the next 2 hrs typing data.. lolx.. and as usual im multi-tasking.. hehe... updating blog, msning and doing my job hehe...

hmm.. well im 1 week away from sems break hehe.. but i swear im gonna die of boredom sitting at home sia.. haha.. i rather go to skool if my hols end up like tat.. lolx..

hmm... soo QUMMI and EKA is planning to go out nxt week.. and EKA was pestering me all day yesterdae asking me when im free.. haha.. hmm.. let me see.. hmm i should be free nxt weds or thurs haha.. cos thats the only days i finished skool early.. 1pm and 12noon respectively.. hehe.. ok guys.. now its up to u to make it happen.. ive name the day soo make it happen!! lolx.. the only thing that is bothering me is that.. WHERE U GUYS WANNA GO?? haha.. and boy.. ill be like an EXTRA on that day.. haiz.. i dun wan to play gooseberry sia.. hmm.. wat am i suppose to do?? follow them around?? man ill be like their guard dog sia.. lolx.. aiyayayaya.. can anyone give me solution to this by tues?? hahaaha.. HELP HELP HELP.. lolx

hmm.. my lappie have yet to recover.. sob sob.. i wonder when its gonna b ok.. hehe.. i just hope no serious damage has been made.. hahaha.. I DONT WANNA LOSE ALL MY DOCUMENTS!!! hahaha.. :)

hmm.. im beginning to have second thoughts of the path im heading.. haiz... im realli contented wif the situation now.. im afraid if it get ani serious it wont be as nice as now.. yes im feeling VERY insecure now.. haiz.. should we jus remains friends for now or... haiz.. im realli confused now.. hmmm.. hehe.. im like telling my sis IF I CANT DECIDE MY FUTURE on my own then i will say.. "MAMA IM OPEN TO ARRANGED MARRIAGE".. lolx.. am i crazy or wat?? well.. ive made up my mind.. yes yes.. its true.. if i failed in my future realtionship.. then i will tell my mom im open for arranged marriage.. =P soo peeps dun b surprised if i say i dont know my husband well in the future.. lolx...

to ehem ehem.. this goes out to you... it realli describe wat i wanna tell you...
{{YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY U LOVE ME}}
When I said I needed you
You said you would always stay
It wasn't me who changed but you
And now you've gone away
Don't you see that now you're gone
And I'm left here on my own
That I have to follow you
And beg you to come home
You don't have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don't have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me believe me
I can't help but love you
But believe I will never tie you down
Left alone with your memory
Live seems dead and so do we
All that left is loneliness
There's nothing left to feel

hmm.. i hope from this lyrics it somehow tells u something.. if u cant figure it out.. let me say this.. I don't want u to force urself to reciprocate to my love jus becos u feel u have to.. no u dont.. and i say it again.. NO U DON'T .. cos i don't want our relationship(if its ever gonna happen) lies on sympathy.. hope u understand wat im trying to say here.. okies.. be true to urself.. dun try to go against ur feelings.. if u dun like me.. jus say it.. dun pretend to like me.. okies.. =) thanx

oh oh before i end my entry for now.. DEDICATED TO YAZID-->> HAPPIE BELATED 17TH BDAE.. sowie for my late wishes.. it slipped my mind.. im soo sowie.. aniwaes.. here are my wishes for u..
1. may all ur GOOD wishes come true
2. all the best in everything u do
3. long live yazid and his gothic songs :P
4. may u find ur true love SOOOON.. haha.. =)
okies.. i hope that can make up for my gift for u.. lolx..

and specially dedicated to my eldest sis:
HAPPIE ADVANCE 20TH BDAE.. hehe.. her bdae is tml but ive decided to wish her today.. lolx.. my wishes for u:
1. may all ur wishes come true
2. may wealth & happiness blessed ur family
3. may ur first baby be healthy
4. long live NURUL ASHIKIN

hehe.. ok den.. let me end it here.. bubbye peeps.. wait for my next entry.. its gonna be a long one.. hahahaha.. bubbye!!!!! **muackkss**

::Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You:: AYN & HAIZAD::