DEDICATED TO SOMEONE.....
if u happen to read this then its good for u.. but if u dun.. hmmmm.. ive got nothing to say but wateva it is.. i have a confession to make..
eversince i got to know u, i tot we would jus b a stranger to each other.. untill the day we kept in touch i knew we are friends. every night we would chat.. sometimes without missed.. and as the time passed by.. u made me soo dependent to u... if ever ONE night.. just one.. i didnt talk to u, i become helpless and felt a certain emptiness in me.. from then i knew u stole my heart..
from just online, we exchanged numbers. and eventhough u had my number, i find it was stupid of me to be waiting for u to at least drop me a message on my cell. i wished u would sms me but then i was clearly dreaming for miracle.. from there i knew i was nothing more then just a friend of urs.
futhermore, when u started talking about this friend of urs to me and every single time u mentioned her name during our conversation, im confident u like her and it hurt me soo much to know that. it wasnt ONCE nor TWICE u mentioned her name, but almost every single conversation. from that moment i knew i was merely clapping alone cos u have found ur love and soon i began to destined myself away from u. although it hurt me, its better for me to move back and give her the way to u.
ill be lying if i deny that i still long for u.. till this moment i realli hope u knew my feelings for u.. but i didnt have the courage to say it to u and before i could say it she appeared in the pic. the wonderful pic ive painted of u and me together and her prensence jus ruined it. then and there i decided to keep it to myself.. i buried my love for u deep down beneath the sea bed and let it get swept away by the wave.. but as its surfaced, i still cant stop loving you.. tell me wat im suppose to do?? is it wrong of me to love u??
eversince i told someone my secret, u came back to me.. and ur returned jus made me confused. cos u seems to joke around with ur words.. and im soo confused of wat ure thinkin and feeling and i dun even noe when u are telling me the truth..haiz.. pls stop giving me false hope im begging u.. pls stop playing ard wif my heart im begging u.. mayb im jus a fool to be falling for u.. mayb im jus an idiot to fall for u.. cos my feelings jus laid bare.. im nothing as compared to her soo why would u choose a piece of glass over a diamond rite?? haiz...
its hard for me to say goodbye.. but if the day come i have to.. i would bid u goodbye with a smile and say a silent pray that may u be happy always by someone u loved..
haiz.. why do i even bother going thru all this hustle rite?? confessing my love to you when i know u cant b bothered by it.. haiz..
with this, i woluld like to say THANK YOU for giving me the chance to know u and eventually fall for u.. even if it was for a spilt sec i will treasure all the moments we had together..
for ur and everyones benefit, i will say it.. I LOVE U..
im sure u know who u are but if u dun den forget it cos only u have that little space in my heart which will stay as it is even if ive found someone... the presence of someone new in my life wont change anything cos ure the first that stole my heart without a word of romance..
thank you!
LURVING U ALWAYS,
NURUL AI"IN
